Mandy

Mom to Baby Greene

March 26, 2012

I married my husband 7 years ago, that was the best decision of my life. Two years ago we found out we where going be parents. I will never be able to describe what I felt, more love in my heart then ever before. In just days my life would change so much. I would never hold my baby, or hear the cry of a baby we wanted for so long. Heartbroken doesn’t began to describe the pain of your child dying inside of you. Knowing there’s nothing anyone can do, that you can’t protect them. I never knew true pain, true loss, true sadness, true darkness. I just wanted to hide, to not think. I wanted to disappear with my baby.

Support groups helped so much knowing I was not alone made so much of a difference. To share in this pain. To hear others stories, to tell others my story helped heal me in one ways. Time has helped in others, but my baby is still always with me. This love has no end.

You may contact Mandy at mandylynn1986@yahoo.com

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Comments

  1. Thanks for sharing! I miscarried at 6 1/2 weeks in August. I’m so tired of people thinking it doesn’t hurt just as much as when you are further along gestationally. It’s bittersweet to know other people hurt just as much as I do after an early pregnancy loss.

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