I have chosen to work and serve with Angels of Hope in order to channel my energy and help my grief process. It helps me to be involved. I have been sitting on my emotions for a very long time and it’s time that I work my grief out. I’ve been suffering with anxiety/depression long enough and now I need to channel that grief into something worthwhile! The guilt I have of not being able to give my husband a child disturbs me everyday. I do not know how to rid myself of this guilt. The thought of not having a family ~ my dream since I was a little girl is devastating! However, I have to find a way to deal this.
There are only about 100 or so Angels of Hope throughout the US. We have an Angel of Hope in a nearby community that has bricks engraved with with angel names as a memorial. My husband and I purchased a brick with our ‘Angel Baby’s’ name on it as a way to honor and show support for this organization.