Jana
Mom to Carson Paul
Born Silently at 33 weeks 3 days on June 8th, 2007
Boise, Idaho

My story begins just after my husband, Jeff, and I got married in June 2006.  We knew that we wanted to start a family right away.  I was an elementary school teacher, so we wanted to wait to start trying until the baby would be born after I finished teaching for the year.  We started trying in October and were surprised and excited to get pregnant right away.  We saw our OB, who referred us to an MFM for extra monitoring due to my chronic high blood pressure.  

 
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Laura
Mom to Braelynn Marie
Died November 7th, 2007 at 20 weeks gestation due to a heart condition
Newark, New Jersey
After years of infertility, 3 early miscarriages, and 2 cycles of ivf, I finally got pregnant with the twins… I was a nervous wreck my entire pregnancy.

Then, three years ago November 7th, we lost our daughter Braelynn to a heart condition.

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Brooke
Mom to Baby Perry-Hall, a twin 
Lost on April 7th, 2007 at 7 weeks gestation
and Lily Marie Perry-Hall
Died at 7 weeks, 3 days gestation, Removed at 12 weeks 3 days on March 13th, 2009
Hibiscus Coast, Auckland, New Zealand

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 Joanne

Mom to Rebecca Marie
Born and died on May 7th, 2007
New Brunswick, Canada
 
I’m the mother to Rebecca Marie . My little angel was born 5 months too early. Here is my story that I’m now ready to tell.
Rebecca Marie was a welcomed angel that I wanted so badly. I had lost babies before through miscarriage however I knew that this little one was different from the rest. I found out that I was 3 months pregnant. I couldn’t believe I had made it thought that first 3 months. I was really excited and wanted my baby girl so much. I called my husband at work. He didn’t call me back right away, so I kept calling until he called back worried that something was wrong. I told him that nothing exactly was wrong but everything was right. I then told him he needed to come asap as there was something going on he had to see right then and there. He was home within the hour and ran in the door asking what’s wrong what’s going on. I said look. I showed him the pregnancy test I had just taken and it was the bluest plus sign we had ever seen. He looked at me and smiled and started crying which made me cry more. We were finally having our miracle baby. We decided that night that we could tell family after the Dr confirmed that everything was alright the next day. We went in for our ultrasound and kept on hoping for a healthy baby. We were told that we were further along then originally thought. We were then asked if we wanted to know what sex the baby would probably be. I looked at my husband and knowing the type of impatient person I am I said yes. We were told its a 90% chance of it being a girl. I started crying right away. I was then asked if I’ve ever had any other losses at any stage. I said yes twins at 26 weeks, multiples in the first 3 months. She said okay with that information I was going to be considered high risk. I pretty much knew that before I considered getting pregnant with my husband. We got pictures and pamphlets of information about classes and breastfeeding which I was interested in doing.

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Christina
Mommy to my Angel Babies
Baby Boy Brown June 12th, 2007 (27 weeks gestation)
Baby Girl Brown September 17th, 2010 (15 weeks 2 days)
Clearwater, FL
Why is it people cannot talk about miscarriage an infant loss?  Why is this such a taboo subject?  It shouldn’t be especially when you do nothing wrong…  I DID nothing wrong.  

My husband and I have been together for ten years, we had talked about having children and magically we found ourselves pregnant.  We conceived right about New Years in 2007.  Everything was how it should be growing at the expected rate, gaining the expected rate, can hear the heartbeat never had an early ultrasound.  21 weeks we are scheduled for our anatomy scan we are so excited to find out the gender start thinking names etc….  The tech is going and talking and said do you want to know the sex we say yes she says “IT’S A BOY!!!  Oh my God my husband will have a son!  Then we see her typing taking pictures, typing taking pictures we ask everything ok?  She said “I’m not going to lie, no it’s not there are some problems and I need to bring the doctor in.” I started crying… Hysterically.  We wait and wait for the doctor to come in the tech comes in and moves us to the doctor’s office.  I KNEW we were getting bad news, when the first sentence out of the doctor’s mouth is “Are you Catholic?” I knew our baby boy was very sick.  

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Amanda
Mom to Gabriel Michael
Born and Passed Away February 27th, 2007
Louisville, Kentucky
This is my story.. the story of my son and how my life changed after this day..

Before I start I was told I would never be able to carry babies because at 16 I had cervical dysplasia and they had to cut off some of my cervix, which is why my kids are preemies.

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Hope
Mom to Zoe Elizabeth Wood, March 21st, 2007
and Addie Kate Wood, March 25th, 2010
Sevierville, Tennessee
Zoe’s Story
We had just found out the sex of our 2nd child when we had our 17 week ultrasound.  A little girl.  Then, I began to have some bleeding a few weeks later and at the ultrasound when Zoe was 20 weeks, her heart had already stopped beating. We chose to be induced and had to wait several days for the hospital to do the induction.  I carried her for 1 week and then was induced & delivered her body. 


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Lori
Mom to Annika (Anna)
Born Still at 24 weeks on June 18th, 2007
Columbus, Ohio
For over a year my husband and I tried to give our son Jack a little brother or sister. When I finally found out I was pregnant in January of 2007, we could not have been happier. Although the pregnancy was tough from the beginning (extreme morning sickness), I kept strong knowing that in the end I would have a beautiful baby.


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Ashley
Mom to Andrew Monroe
November 4th, 2007 – November 30th, 2007
State Road, North Carolina
My husband, Skip, and I met 7 years ago, and finally married March, 2, 2007. We were so happy to actually be married, and were excited to start a family. We found out that we were expecting at the end of June 07. We were so elated to be bringing our first little one into the world. The expected due date was 2-21-08, which fell in between the rest of the family’s birthdays. Mine is 2-14, and my husbands is 2-20, not to mention the rest of the family with Feb. birthdays. so the two of us argued about who’s birthday our li’l one’s would end up falling on. The 21st would have been solely his though.

I went to all of my doctors appointments, and I had the most amazing doctor ever, and the pregnancy was going along smoothly, and everything was perfect. All of the tests came back negative.. and all the ultrasounds showed our li’l peanut to be growing just as he was supposed to. All of his organs were forming and working just as they should while still inside mommy.

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Alexandra
Miscarriage at 6.5 weeks in December 2006
Miscarriage at 9.5 weeks in 2007
My husband and I decided in Oct of 2006 we would start trying to have a baby. Well the first time we “tried” it worked in Dec we found out I was pregnant! 
On our 2nd year wedding anniversary we had a small party and thought we would tell everyone the “big news” that day, but the day before I went to the doctor for some bleeding and the next day on our anniversary they called us and said the blood hormone count was not were it should be…we never got to tell anyone about that baby and never did… We lost that baby at 6.5 weeks along. I have never experienced loss like that before, so I greived alone not knowing who to talk to. 

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Cherish
Mom to McKenzy Christine
March 19th, 2007 – August 1st, 2007
San Angelo, Texas
On March 19th 07 I brought a precious baby girl into this world named McKenzy weighing in at 6 pounds and 3 ounces and 19 inches long. She was daddys girl and mommy’s world. Her brother loved her as well and he was only seventeen months old. 

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Trish
Mom to Michael
Born and died December 22nd,2007
Canada
It was Dec 22nd 2007, we were 24 weeks pregnant… and I’d been having some spotting off and on thru out the pregnancy… We have an older son, who was the dream pregnancy… I mean, so dreamy in fact that I didn’t even know I was pregnant for the first 4 months of it! Scary I know, but I’ve always been a little off when it came to the whole regular period deal… and low and behold, came to find out we were preggers!! (A side bar note… we didn’t really think we could have kids! My hubby had childhood leukemia) 

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Michelle
Mom to Eden Elisabeth
Born still September 19th, 2007
Indianapolis, Indiana
My husband and I, having been married for 2 ½ years, decided that we wanted to start trying to conceive, so on January 2, 2007, when I took my first home pregnancy test, we were thrilled!  In the spring, we found out we were having a girl, which my husband was kind of nervous about at first.  He had originally wanted a boy, but as my pregnancy continued, he got more and more excited about our Eden! 

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Melissa Joy
Mom to
Covenant Hope, Miscarried July 2007
Glory Hesed, Miscarried March 2009 
Promise Anastasis, Miscarried June 2009
Peace Nikonos, Miscarried November 2009 
Mercy Kyrie, Miscarried January 2010 

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Jeanie
Mom to twins, Chloe Danielle and Zoe Grace 
Stillborn at 22 weeks on August 20th, 2007
Due to undiagnosed Twin to Twin Transfusion Syndrome
Frederick, Maryland
I was 39 years old, working full-time and trying to divide myself between two toddlers, two high school seniors and a full blown (and quite ugly) custody battle over my two elementary school aged daughters who had been kidnapped by their father (my ex) two years prior. My marriage wasn’t exactly the Rock of Gibraltar sort of relationship during that time and honestly having a baby wasn’t exactly in the forefront of my mind. But there I was. Pregnant. Again. 

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Erika
Mom to Tanner Ray Johnson
November 30th, 2007
Paw Paw, Michigan
We found out that we where pregnant in july 2007.  It was a shock because dr’s told my boyfriend who is now my husband that he would not ever have any children. My husband is an over the road truck driver and I went with him when he was out.  


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Jocelyn
Mommy to baby miscarried July 2006
Mommy to baby miscarried December 2006
Mommy to baby girl miscarried March 2007
Monterey, California
My husband and I had been married for four years.  We had dodged questions for years of “when are you guys going to have kids?!”.  We were just never ready.  We had always taken the right precautions to prevent pregnancy, and knew that when the time was right, we would start trying for a baby.  That time was our fourth wedding anniversary.  To our complete surprise, we learned we were pregnant right away.  We were so excited! I never believed in a million years it would happen on the first try.  We shared the news with friends and family, and carried on day to day with a huge smile on our faces. 
Everything was text book.  I had my first ultrasound at 7 weeks and our baby measured right on time and we got to hear the beautiful heartbeat sound.  At 9 weeks, I began to bleed – a lot.  I knew something was not right.  Within a couple hours of the bleeding beginning, I had awful cramps.  I really knew something was wrong.  My husband and I went straight to the ER.  While there they told us our baby had passed away and I would miscarry naturally.  It was the most painful night of my life knowing that I would basically be giving birth to my dead baby. 

After the loss of our first child, I didn’t want to try again immediately.  We waited about 2 months and got pregnant after the 3rd month of trying.  I was very cautious this time and didn’t tell anyone but close family.  To our dismay, I began bleeding at 5.5 weeks and lost our baby.  I was absolutely heartbroken.  I couldn’t understand why this was happening to us.  At this time, my OB referred me to a specialist to run some tests on my husband and I to see if there was anything wrong.  Everything came back completely normal although he recommended IVF for us.  I didn’t understand why we would have to do IVF if we were completely fine?!

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Jayme
Mom to Raime Kailani, April 17th, 2001
Elora Jade, June 27th, 2006 – August 28th, 2006
and Connor Jackson, April 12th, 2007
Jacksonville, NC

Cally
Mom to Baby Boy lost July 26, 2007
and Serenity Morgyn 
July 11th, 2010
Talladega, Alabama
 
July 2007, I had been on what I thought was my period for about 2 months. I didn’t think much of it because I have irregular periods. One day I started cramping really bad. Shane called the ambulance and I was taken to the ER. To make a long story short I was pregnant, and having a miscarriage. They did a DNC and cleaned me out. I was devastated. I had never thought about becoming a mother before, but this changed the whole game. I had been pregnant- and didn’t even get to have my baby! Life was NOT FAIR!

Fast forward 3 years later, July 10th 2010. It had been a wonderful day, except my boyfriend, Shane, had to work which was nothing new. Six months pregnant, and loving every second of it. I spent most of the day talking to my baby, a girl named Serenity. She was my world and I loved ever second with her in it. I loved every move she made, and I was loving the fact she was a SHE. At some point during the day I made a picture for her using the “Paint” application on mine, and everyone else in the world’s computer to put as my desktop wallpaper.

I was so excited about finally becoming a mother. I went on with the rest of my daily routine as normal. When Shane got home from work we made our trip to the REDBOX and I was noticing the whole way there Serenity was very active, kicking hard in the lower regions of my body (if you know what I mean). I didn’t think much of it except it was annoying and she was going to end up being a soccer player when she got older. We made it home with our movie, and Serenity finally started to calm down a bit. Sherlock Holmes starring Robert Downey Jr, Jude Law, and Rachael McAdams. We watched the movie, got finished with it about 9:00pm. Shane had to work the next day so after the movie he talked to Serenity, told her he loved her, gave her a kiss and kissed me, then rolled over to go to sleep. By that time I had started cramping, which I tried to pass of to be Braxton Hicks (and was complaining about them on twitter). I just could not for the life of me get comfortable.

I kept tossing and turning in the bed, keeping Shane awake. He turned over to me and asked me if I was okay and if I needed him to take me to the hospital. I told him yeah I was okay, I was cramping but it was probably growing pains or Braxton Hicks (I figured it was probably about time for them to start at almost 26 weeks), and I was going to take some tylenol and soak in the tub to see if they would let up (I didn’t want to go to the hospital and them tell me I was dumb, it was just braxton hicks and send me home). He told me if I needed him to yell for him.

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Jen
Mom to CatrianaCatti” Quinn
Born Still on January 30, 2007
Rochester, New York

January 29, 2007 at 2:03 PM: How do you say words that no mother should ever have to say? Catti died this morning. Our hearts are breaking. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers.


January 31, 2007 at 10:59 PM: Well, I think these have been the longest few days of my life, to say the least. Where to start…who even knows. I don’t mind sharing any and all info, because I know so many people have been so concerned for us and believe me when I say that we have felt and been strengthened by the love, thoughts and prayers we have literally felt emanating towards us in what have been the darkest hours of our lives. But it’s just like there is SO much and somehow trying to sum it up for a blog, email, message board seems so very inadequate and overwhelming for me, as well. 
 
We went for our weekly non stress test on Monday. I was 41w. I actually woke up early with the horrible backache and pretty regular contractions, and I kinda knew today was the day. But I figured I’d go to the non stress test, because it’s right at the hospital and all. So off we went for the NST. It started off as every other NST I’ve had since November, but the tech grew concerned and was going to send me for an ultrasound. 

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