Mom to “My Little Potato”
Went to be with God on October 14, 2012
On Wednesday, October 3rd my dream came true when I found out I was pregnant. I only got to enjoy my little potato for a week. The OB doctor told me something was wrong. He couldn’t find the baby, and the sharp pains I was feeling in my stomach were not looking good. The phone call I got a couple hours later broke my heart.
I can’t explain how within only one week I had fallen in love with this being I never really even had time to know, but I felt like everything I had ever wanted had been ripped away from me in only a matter of moments. A few doctors’ appointments later, they confirmed my miscarriage to be ectopic, and I had to get the injection.
I’ve been through a roller coaster of emotions from depression to hating the world. I’m scared for my future, wondering if I’ll ever get to be a mom. But this much I know: I’ll never forget my angel.
<3 I would have given you the world, but you got Heaven instead.