Mom to “My Little Potato”

Went to be with God on October 14, 2012

Gray, Tennesse

On Wednesday, October 3rd my dream came true when I found out I was pregnant. I only got to enjoy my little potato for a week. The OB doctor told me something was wrong. He couldn’t find the baby, and the sharp pains I was feeling in my stomach were not looking good. The phone call I got a couple hours later broke my heart.

I can’t explain how within only one week I had fallen in love with this being I never really even had time to know, but I felt like everything I had ever wanted had been ripped away from me in only a matter of moments. A few doctors’ appointments later, they confirmed my miscarriage to be ectopic, and I had to get the injection.

I’ve been through a roller coaster of emotions from depression to hating the world. I’m scared for my future, wondering if I’ll ever get to be a mom. But this much I know: I’ll never forget my angel.

 <3 I would have given you the world, but you got Heaven instead.

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  1. Rachel Barnes says:

    Hey girly, I miss you so sorry to hear that you lost your baby. But God wanted him/her to be with him. :) If you need anything let me know. I LOVE YOU!!!

  2. I’m so sorry you had to go throught that. I understand the pain, I too have gone through ectopic pregnancy. Please know you are not alone. Feel free to emial me or post on my blog.

    Wishing you lots of Love,

  3. Kylie says:

    Thank you so much for your comment. I could have never believed I could have immagined how common miscarraige is. Even my best friends mom told me she had a ectopic pregnancy before she had my best friend. So it gives me hope that others had sucessfull pregnancys afterwards. We’ve been trying again for a couple weeks now, I wonder if it will happen as fast as it did last time, or will it take months or even years, and will it be sucessfull. Its all so scary, but I just got to remember God has a plan; he knows what hes doing!

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