On January 20, 2010, we found out we were pregnant again but our happiness quickly ended on February 26, 2010 when we found out that the baby had no heartbeat. We were absolutely heartbroken.
On October 6, 2010, once again, I found out I was pregnant and once again, on November 19, 2010 we found out there was no heartbeat.
I’m not sure if I want to try to get pregnant again. I don’t know how many more losses I can deal with. It breaks my heart that I cannot give my son a (living) sibling to grow up with. I don’t look forward to the day that he asks why he doesn’t have a brother or sister, that will truly break my heart.